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Veins of Sorrow

"Each of us has his own rhythm of suffering."
- Roland Barthes
Flowing white thread forms with black lines twisting across a pale background.

Pain and sorrow are inevitable parts of the human experience, yet each individual’s encounter with them is profoundly personal. Even when faced with similar circumstances, sorrow is felt and expressed in uniquely different ways. Often, we carry these inner wounds silently, buried beneath the surface as we navigate our daily lives. Some of these emotional scars last a lifetime, visible only in rare, fleeting moments when the burden becomes too heavy to contain.

Beyond personal suffering, there exists another layer of pain—one imposed upon us by the external world. This includes the environment in which we live, as well as social,

 

cultural, religious, and natural forces. As a woman born and raised in a religious Middle Eastern society, I have experienced sorrow not only as a personal emotion, but as a condition shaped by societal constraints. Cultural and religious limitations placed on women often lead to silent, normalized suffering—restrictions that leave deep and lasting marks on the spirit.

My sorrow does not end with personal or cultural experience. It extends outward, shaped by the tragedies and injustices of the world. From the war in Ukraine to the “Woman, Life, Freedom” movement in Iran; from the war in Gaza and Israel to wildfires in California; from floods in Europe to devastating earthquakes—these events reflect a collective grief that transcends borders. They affect not only lives, but the human soul itself.

Veins of Sorrow - No. 8 | 2025 | Mixed Media on Canvas | 60" x 36" 

Veins of Sorrow is my attempt to give form to this often-invisible emotional burden. Through this body of work, I seek to explore both personal and collective sorrow while honoring the quiet resilience of those who carry it.

Thread and ink serve as my primary materials, representing the continuous and interwoven nature of pain—how it moves through our lives without clear beginnings or endings. The thread traces emotional highs and lows, while the fabric covering each surface reflects the outward appearance of daily life. From a distance, the pain may appear hidden or faint, like subtle scars, yet closer observation reveals the intricate depth of suffering beneath the surface.

Layered white thread forms traced with black lines against a soft pale background.

Veins of Sorrow - No.12 | 2026

Mixed Media on Canvas | 48" x 36"

Curving white thread forms with dark linear accents flowing across a pale background.

Veins of Sorrow - No.10 | 2026

Mixed Media on Canvas | 30" x 40"

Intertwined white thread forms marked by thin black lines on a pale background.

Veins of Sorrow - No.11 | 2025

Mixed Media on Canvas | 30" x 40"

Sweeping white thread forms with black linear details arranged across a pale background.

Veins of Sorrow - No.7 | 2025

Mixed Media on Canvas | 30" x 40"

I imagine sorrow as white—subtle, hushed, and without fixed boundaries. It is not bound to a single hue; it changes with memory, culture, context, and the private histories we carry. What shatters one life may barely graze another; what remains unseen in one existence may become the defining mark of another. By working in off-white tones, I allow sorrow to remain open and permeable, ready to be colored by individual experience. The quiet neutrality of the surface suggests universality, while its delicate tonal shifts speak of difference. In this way, sorrow reveals itself as both shared and singular—collective in presence, yet deeply personal in meaning.

Organic white thread forms with contrasting black lines flowing against a pale background.

Veins of Sorrow - No.9 | 2025 | Mixed Media on Canvas | 48" x 36"

Flowing black linework framing a vivid purple iris with green leaves against a white background.
Flowing black linework surrounding a yellow flower and a small blue bird against a white background.
Intricate gray linework surrounding a bold vertical blue band with stylized white clouds.

Amid sorrow, there are also forces that sustain us: love, connection, small triumphs, and moments of joy. These fragments of light give us the strength to continue. Persian literature, rich in symbolism, often expresses this duality of sorrow and hope. The image of the bird and flower, a motif symbolizing eternal longing and love, serves as a reminder that even within grief there exists beauty, devotion, and the will to endure.

Dense flowing black linework accented by a blue bird perched among vivid pink roses.
Flowing black linework intertwined with gold and pale floral patterns, accented by two colorful birds.
Intricate black linework forming dense flowing shapes, accented by two colorful birds and pink blossoms.

Veins of Sorrow – No. 3 | 2025
Ink, watercolor, and gouache on paper
18" × 60 ⅜" 
Framed: 19¼" × 61½" 

Veins of Sorrow – No. 2 | 2025
Ink, watercolor, and gouache on paper
18" × 60 ⅜" 
Framed: 19¼" × 61½" 

Veins of Sorrow – No. 1 | 2025
Ink, watercolor, and gouache on paper
30" × 40 1/4" 
Framed: 31.25" × 41.5" 

Veins of Sorrow – No. 4 | 2026
Ink, watercolor, and gouache on paper
28" × 36.75" 
Framed: 29.25" × 38" 

Veins of Sorrow – No. 5 | 2026
Ink, watercolor, and gouache on paper
15 1/4" × 22 3/4" 
Framed: 16.5" × 24" 

Veins of Sorrow – No. 6 | 2026
Ink, watercolor, and gouache on paper
15 1/4" × 22 3/4" 
Framed: 16.5" × 24" 

The sorrow we carry throughout our lives sometimes overflows at the slightest trigger. At the beginning of the New Year, while much of the world was immersed in celebration, young Iranians were in the streets, raising their voices for the most basic of human rights. In response, the Iranian government plunged the country into digital darkness. For ten days there were no phones, no internet, no lines of communication—an imposed silence over an entire nation.

When limited connections were gradually restored, the scale of the tragedy began to surface. Within the span of only two days—January 8 and 9—nearly thirty thousand young Iranians were killed in the streets. The magnitude of this loss is almost beyond comprehension. In just forty-eight hours, an unspeakable human catastrophe unfolded. With each passing day, new dimensions of the event emerged, deepening the collective grief. The entire nation of Iran was in mourning.

During those days, my entire being remained in Iran. Every fiber of my body felt the pain. The emotional rupture was so intense that it demanded expression. I had no choice but to bring it onto the canvas—to reveal how the geography into which one is born, a place not chosen and beyond one’s control, can shape and wound so profoundly that it threatens to undo the self.

From this moment, Veins of Sorrow – The Rupture emerged. As a continuation of the series, it reflects how grief coils within the body—twisting, tightening, pulsing—while one stands seemingly powerless before it. And yet, beneath the layers of violence and suppression, another truth persists: the more lives are taken, the more voices rise. The more they attempt to silence us, the more we multiply.

Four-panel abstract work of tangled white threads unraveling, twisting, and reconnecting across a pale background.

Veins of Sorrow -The Rupture No. 1,2,3,4  | 2026 | Mixed Media on Canvas | 24" x 24" each

Red and white knotted threads cascade vertically across a pale background, layered with expressive red paint.

Veins of Sorrow -The Rupture No. 5 | 2026 | Mixed Media on Canvas | 30" x 40"

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© 2026 BY SAMEH KHALATBARI

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